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Wednesday, March 26, 2008

I played my first Nationals game today, against VJC, and sad to say we lost. Our second doubles, Beng Hong and I, played an extremely exciting and excruciating 2-3 game with us losing with a 11-9. However, I didn't feel as sad as I should have, in fact, I was quite calm about the loss. It was Michelle's lost that made me gasp in surprise. I have to admit the pressure was all piled up on her but I was so confident that the long-pimple bat was of no threat to her. Haha, the ACJC spirit, cocky arrogance: "cheh, Michelle can do it, don't need to see." *then scatters off to watch other matches". However, she started losing from the second set onwards. OH DEAR! But all in all, I think everyone played extremely well and better than I expected. GO AC!

I realised that everyone has flaws that we must all try to change, and fears that we must overcome. For me, my flaws smacked me right in the face during the ride from ac to pl. Let me list them down one by one:

1) I'm extremely lazy.
2) I am very superficial when it comes to my spouse.
3) I tend to talk to much and say the wrong things sometimes.
4) I'm unsensitive and oversensitive all at the wrong time.
5) I'm too money-minded.
6) I can be very selfish, especially when it comes to my friends, i don't like sharing them.
7) At times I'm very self-centered and want all the attention to myself.
8) I judge some people before I get to know them.
9) I laugh too loudly and sometimes at the wrong things.
10) Unconciously, i'm hurting my friends.
11) I'm too cocky and arrogant.
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and the list goes on.

Here's 11 of my flaws that I must try and try and try to change for the better. Once in awhile, we must all look at our bad points and good points to change into a better person. Now here's 11 good points about me, haha! I'm praising myself:

1) I'm very friendly.
2) I smile a lot, thus it brightens the days of others.
3) I try to include everyone in whatever I do.
4) I am a very hyper person, thus usually i'm the one that participates in events.
5) I am a pretty competent treasurer ;).
6) I back up my friends when they need my support.
7) I make people laugh, regular joker of the class.
8) I apologize when I know that I am in the wrong.
9) I offer my seats to those who need it more than me.
10) I try my best to celebrate everyone's birthday.
11) I love praising others.
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and the list goes on again.

muahaha, so help me people and let me become a better person. =] love ya'll.